some thoughts on motherhood, marriage, learning to love my own face in the mirror, wondering about the lady in the tangerine coat in the bean aisle at the market, writing - the usual suspects.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Roosting Together
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Next Thing You Know
Birthing a baby has nothing to do
with the Titanic except you’re as large
as a luxury liner, there’s no air because
the baby’s feet are up to your neck.
Your knees feel weak, that sinking feeling,
water breaks down your legs,
things begin to drop and slide,
like a boat listing to one side.
Tables and glasses come crashing to the floor,
linens all wet and messy with red wine.
And dying has nothing to do with flying,
except, well, there’s that lift-off, the moment
when the wing flaps flatten and the wheels pull in. The plane is racing down the runway, you’re braced, head pressed into the seat, you’re holding your breath, maybe praying, who the hell knows. There’s that funny feeling in your stomach. You close your eyes. Next thing you know, you’re up in the air.
~ Betsy Jackson/2004